Reflections upon 1999

Today I decided to look through some of my boxes, which I haven’t looked in since I moved last. To my surprise I came across an old notebook I had used as a journal. As I began to read, it hit me why not post some of my writings…. Granted most of it was/is filled with half written poems and random thoughts that never quite seem to be completed. Possibly as I begin rewriting them I’ll be able to get back to those times and feelings. In order to just place some kind of closer (sort of speak) to them. Yes, I know I’ve came upon some blogs that had WBW (Way Back Wednesday) that this may have been ideal for, but I am feeling inspired at this time. I don’t have to do all of the entries at this moment, plausibly I can hold off on some if not most and just give one now… Lets just see where this takes me…

Maggie my bike
Dated ........ ....................................... Aug. 1, 1999

On July 19, 1999 I was given the opportunity for a new way of life. The choice is now all mine to keep that dream alive. For I do know without a doubt there is a purpose for me. What that may be, I still do not have clue, but I feel it is something greater then I can ever foresee. That is as long as I stay out of the drivers seat and let the good Lord do his will.

You may be asking, “What took place on that day, that was so tremendous that would cause this new out look upon life?” To keep things simple, I was in an accident while riding my motorcycle. Instead of death I was given the following injuries; Broken Back, Compound fracture of the left arm below the elbow, fractures in the following; left foot, right hand next to the thumb, and in the skull next to my right ear.

Even with all of these injuries, I am now out camping with friends, walking and getting around without a brace…. * this is where it ended *

Reflecting back on that day, I am able to feel that serenity once again. It was defiantly a true wake up call for me. Unfortunately it was so short lived, I once again got caught up into the worldly bullshit. Yet, at this moment I still feel/know what had been written still hold so much truth. For deep in my soul something is crying out to me wishing for me to just let go of all the worldly things and follow him. So that he (God) can do his will in my life.

How’s that for a look into the past? Now that I have some solid ammo I may have to do this again, but for now I should sign off and get to the remainder of my day.