New Years Eve Day

   God, I so need to stop this!!!!!!!! Couldn’t sleep at all last night, but then again who the f* do I think I am fooling? All I am truly doing at this moment is tearing myself apart. Reminiscing upon what once was, that felt so true and real. Wishing for those times to be back, yet realistically knowing those days had come to pass.

   So with the New Year approaching like in a few more hours. There is no better time for change. My only wish for this coming year is that I am able to enter it with a truly open mind. With no expectations and/or any predetermined, grandiose illusions of what may or may not take place within this coming year. Only then, I may be more receptive of something new and true.

Slacking

Slacking, so much time has come to pass since my first and only post. Here I had such great expectations of doing the blog thing right, but every time I sit here to write my mind shuts down, Yet the moment I am out and about doing my own thing it begins to race and fills up with all these wonderful, creative and outragous ideas.

From what I have read from so many other Blogs, I am able to keep it as simple or complex as I so please. With that so little said, the main focus for myself should be on trying to write to it on a more continuous basis and not so worry about the substance yet.  With in time hopefully, I will be able to allow my true self to be revealed. And the magic will flow from my fingers.

Facing the fear and Giving this a Try

Yes, this is still all so knew to me. Unsure of what to say and/or of how to even place it into words that may make since to anyone else., but the time has come to just say FIDO (f*** it drive on). Especially after taking into consideration many of you have invited me(or did i just intrude into what appeared to be an open invitation) into your life and shared so many things. I figured that it has been long over due for me to start giving back.