Butterfly Effect

The butterfly effect… Have you ever given this idea much thought? Not sure what I’m talking about? Well to keep it very simplistic, it’s the principle that every little choice we make changes our destiny. For myself I can see this being so true as I’ve honestly been reflecting back upon the choices I have made. Unfortunately some of the consequences (good or bad) of the choices don’t become relevant for months/years at a time.

I’ve been giving this so much thought because last Saturday I was faced with a difficult choice, at least it was for myself…. As I was driving around, taking care of some errands before my departure to the lake. I stopped by a fellowship hall to get a cup of coffee and to see whom may have been there. At which time a person asked for a ride to a different hall, I said sure and off we went. During the drive she asked, “ Do you know of anyone looking for some company this evening?”

Yes, I knew what she was truly asking but without a second thought I replied, “No, sorry I don’t.” As the drive went on I guess she felt the need to elaborate a little more on her wishes… to be completely honest here, I was beginning to become quite aroused, for she was very attractive and also the fact it has been a very long time since I’ve felt any kind of affection from anyone. Nonetheless I couldn’t accept her offer know matter how much I debated everything over in my mind. After some time, she must have noticed I was having a difficult time with this situation and said the key words “It’ll be our little secret” (flashback city). I so didn’t have to think about it any longer, I just reached in my wallet and gave her some cash and said “ I just hope you use this money wisely and not for drugs.” The expression on her face was in complete awe and gratefulness, as she accepted the money and got out of the Jeep.

Now, I am still battling over why did I chose to do it that way, besides the fact it was the "Right thing to do”. … I mean the true essence of the “Butterfly Effect”. I’m sure only time will tell.