Tuesday

Yes, a few more days had come to pass since I’ve written (trying to be more consistent). To simply sum up on the past few days, Sunday went out to the Lake (my little sanctuary). It felt so good to just get away from everything, some may call it running but I choose to call it therapy. There is no other place that is able to let me just get centered and clear my mind as there.

Yesterday on the other hand was a totally different story, I think I’ve come down with something, feeling totally stuffed up yet my nose kept draining rivers of unwanted crap, so how the hell could I be stuffed up? Anyways on top of being physically ill, I was filled with anxiety on top of extremely over-whelmed. You know where you are unable to just sit and be calm, feels like bugs running under your skin, you just have to get up and do something. Yet when you begin to do just that it’s like hitting a brick wall cause you are unsure of what to do, where to begin, then the anxiety and frustration consumes you once again. Well I couldn’t take it any longer, so I just put my head under my pillow and prayed to God that this too shall pass, SOON !!

It’s now a new day, and even though it’s not quite the afternoon (yet), I am hoping this song shall guide me through today.





Tuesday afternoon.
I'm just beginning to see,
Now I'm on my way.
It doesn't matter to me,
Chasing the clouds away.

Something calls to me.
The trees are drawing me near,
I've got to find out why.
Those gentle voices I hear
Explain it all with a sigh.

I'm looking at myself, reflections of my mind.
It's just the kind of day to leave myself behind.
So gently swaying through the fairy-land of love,

If you could just come with me and see the beauty of
Tuesday afternoon.
Tuesday afternoon.

Tuesday afternoon.
I'm just beginning to see,
Now I'm on my way.
It doesn't matter to me,
Chasing the clouds away.

Something calls to me.
The trees are drawing me near,
I've got to find out why.
Those gentle voices I hear
Explain it all with a sigh.