New Day

      Yes, I chose to delete “The Week in Review”. After spending time at the lake and reflecting upon what I wrote, I felt I might have shared a bit too much too soon. I know I could have just edited out those things but it was just easier to say good-bye to the whole post.

     Anyways, I am back at it again, trying to look upon this new day in a positive way. Though, I do not know what this day truly has in store for me, my mind still tries to have it all planned out. Whom I am fooling? Those ideas generally never pan out the way I expect them to, and by the end of the day I am torn, frustrated and depressed. For all I really had done was given my mind more fuel to keep its own lies (unloved, no one cares, not good enough, etc.) alive. So, I am writing this in hopes of getting out of this insane thinking and to finally be able to look at this day as an infant. Simply observing, acknowledging and going through this day with an open mind and without prejudices.

      Well, I’ve procrastinated long enough from what I “really” need to get done today.