Friday, March 31, 2006

Getting back into Life

Damn does time fly by when you are busy, I’ve been pulling 10 –12 hr work days this last week fortunately today is only an 8 and yes it’s TGIF. Even with my busy work week, I realized I so need a social life, so I’ve began to go back to meetings. I came across one that happens to start just as my shift ends. The only bad part is that it’s not in the best part of town, then again is there any meeting halls that are? Other then that the meetings have been just what I have been yearning. My spirit is once again beginning to be filled, and I now once again can hold my head up and look into other people’s eyes.

It’s amazing how easily I had forgotten how much I so need human contact. There was a time all I did was play games and met people on the computer. Yes, I was addicted to an online game and I did meet some fantastic people that I had began to truly love, but that time has come to an end. I found I so need more in my life, the actual human touch, looking into some ones eyes (without a cam).

Once again the time is getting away from me, and I am running late for work, but knew I needed to post something if not anything. Hopefully I’ll be able to find time this weekend to fill in the gaps of all the bullshit that has once again come into my life.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

Woo, spam (see above).
I know what you mean about needing human contact - it keeps you sane, I think. There's a condition thats seen mainly in Japan where people are surrounded by others all the time but have no connection with them, to the point that they believe they do not exist, or simply can't be seen. I'll need to look it up; its either a mental illness or a punishment, I forget.
Good luck getting to the meetings safely, and congratulations on going back.

Christa said...

Going back to the offline life is always a good thing. Too easy to get stuck in the online society without batting an eyelid.
I'm trying to mix the two as much as I can without getting stuck in either :)

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